If Friends Were Flowers...

 OOOOH my god, the manga night was AWESOME!!! :DDDD I'll copy and paste my journal from dA here. It's more amusing cause it was writen in the heat of the moment XD



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HOMYGOSH!!! Me and Rachie went to the Waterstones Manga Night tonight!

IT

WAS

WIN!!!!!!

There were MANY people cosplaying!! And I got a rose from Tamaki Suou! *scream* And K was there!! And Yuki and Shuichi from gravitation!! And Gaara!! Who had eyebrows o.o AND Princess Ai! And Lucy/Nyu from Elfen Lied!! And others who I can't remember!!
AND this one girl had a ROXAS PLUSHIE!! It was WIN!! And this other girl had a ROY PLUSHIE!! Which was ALSO WIN!!

AND There was this one girl who didn't come in cosplay, but who has a roxas cosplay, and her dad runs a cosplay site!! [link] WIIIIIN!!!! She also had some pictures on her phone of her Sora cosplay; it was WICKED!! The keyblade was made by her grandad!!!! How fabulous is that???

AND all manga was 3 for 2!! I got the fruits basket fan book, sgt frog volume 2, and loveless volume 6 cause I couldn't remember if I had volumes 4 or 5 ¦DD Turns out I don't even have 3 yet!! I'm lacking in memory really. AND OMG Eiri Yuki had a Saiyuki lighter!!! IT WAS WICKEEED and she and... Princess Ai if I remember corectly... or it might have been Shuichi (I dunno I'm to hyper to remember >3>;; sorry guys!) did Saiyuki fanart for the art competition!! They were smexy >w<!! Rachie entered her wicked awesome drawing of Red XIII, but it didn't win :c BUT she did get a compliment from the spikey haired guy!! : DDDD He was amusing and kept thretening the guys at the front >w>;;

OH AND the cosplayers did a lil' catwalkything~!! I took a gazzilion photos (and got a rose o/////o ). Some came out well, some came out not so well >3>;; But it was still really fun!! Me and Rachie were screaming and jumping about like crazy people XDDD It was fabulous.

AND THEN this girl got out this sketchbook full of Axel and Reno and other such sexyness!! As soon as me and rachie spotted the red hair, we were over there screaming XD Then there were lots of people and we were all screaming and it was GREAT!!! XDDDD

Then we all swapped dA names!! I'll make a list here.

It made me really happy to know that there are so many lovely, friendly, also insane people here in chester to nerd with! It's inspired me to draw more and update my dA with pictures. It's also made me want to read more manga... especialy Saiyuki >W<!! It's ALSO made me want to purchase a cosplay!! Me and Rachie shoud so totally go as Roxas and Axel in october *O* That would be WIN!!

Oh, in other news, I did my first GCSE exam today! R.S. I think I did quite well; I knew stuff!! Tho I forgot what Religious Pluralism means -_-;; But that was only 2 marks so it's A-OK!! : DDD

Now. TO LIST THE MAGICAL PEOPLE I MET AT WATERSTONES MANGA NIGHT, CHESTER!!!

- This was the person who had the shiney sketchbook of awesome Axel and Renoness. There was an adorable Demyx there too : DDD

- This is the girl with the Roxas plush!!!!

- Tamaki!! WHO GAVE ME A ROSE *swoon*

- Lucy/Nyu from Elfen Lied!! This girl screamed so much at the Reno pictures ;w;<3 It was love.

- Princess Ai!! She had real wings and EVERYTHING!!! : DDDDD

OR - SHUICHIIIIIII!!!<3333 Who had pink hair and a sock!!!

- The girl with the dad with the website! ALSO COSPLAYED SORA at the midlands expo that I want to go to now >3<![link] She also drew an INCREDIBLY adorable sora that she showed me on her phone!! >WW<!!!! LIIIINK!!!! [link]

- This girl had SEXY orange hair!! It was wickeeed!!!

- She drew a REALLY AWESOME CHII!!! ...that is actualy on her dA!!!! *grabs link* [link]

AAAAAND... thats everyone I got o3o I had so much fun!! I can't wait till october XDDDD And I'm totally inspired to draw more now... I haven't updated my dA in EONS!!!! D< *bad steph* I'll grab my paints out once the GCSE's are over *O* IT'S ALL SUMER FROM THERRRRRE BABY!!!<3333

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:EDIT: IMPORTANT UPDATE!!! ...My fruitsbasket fanbook has stickers!! STICKERS!!! I'd completely forgotten!! STICKERRRS!!!! *runs about in joy*

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Yep! That was the entry!! XD I was so hyper last night, I couldn't sleep! And now I'm tired ._.;;

Well awesome news! I finished my logo design -

Joe: FINALY D:<

- o3o;; yes. Finaly. It's pretty sexy!! *quite pleased*

I am about to start my secretnotes... and my letter to eli :DDDD

Once I've done that... well... I reeeeally reeeeeeeeeeeally wanna draw some. But I can't because I have to revise for an english literature exam (i.e. Carol Anne Duffy poems, Simon Armitage poems, Pre 1914 poems, and The Lord Of The Flies ._.;;), another R.S. exam (i.e. Religion and Social Responsibility, Religion and The Environment, Religion and Peace + Conflict, and Religion and Crime + Punishment. o_o;;;), a Biology exam (i.e. The entire biology course again - Our science class is the perfect example of just because you're smart doesn't mean you're well behaved -_-;;) AND ~~horror of horrors~~ a maths exam.

God I hate the GCSE's x___x

I'm mostly worried about maths, I mean, I'm AWEFUL at maths. Spelling too, is that how you spell aweful? But yeah, anyway, I'm horrificly bad at maths. There were revision classes, which totally sliped my mind, but I don't think it would have been much good going anyway. Last time, mr Cadman just chaaaarged right through, expecting you to know the basics, and it's the basics I struggle most on!! Triganomatry, not a problem, long devision and I'm stumped!! >^< oooooh god I'm so worried! Apparently most of the test is on basic stuff too!! *whimper* ;^; And I have to revise all that other crap too?!

*pales*

hnn... I think I'll just do my secretnotes and letter to eli first. Then start to read all the crap I have to read o_o

HOSNAP MANGA NIGHT TONIGHT!!! <3333333333333
I'm so excited!!! I'm taking £21.82 and a half pence!!!! And my camea, can't forget my camers ^0^ And the tickets, of course!! And my pencil just in case >w>;;

I had my first exam today!! R.S. It went really well, except I didn't know what religious pluralism ment -_-;; I wrote the right answer then crossed it out. *kicking myself*

All in all tho, it was win. Cause that was only a 2 mark question!! >DDD

OH and on monday, I saved a bird! Me, Ruu and Sylb were walkin back to sylbs house, when we came across a black bird lying on the road. We thaught it was dead, but upon closer examination it turned out to be alive!! So i picked it up, and carried it it this nice grassy area, then put it down. Better than the middle of the road amirite?

But it didn't fly away, it just sat there ._.; So we decided to take it back to sylbs so it could rehabilitate under our watchful eye o3o Ruu picked it up and carried it halfways, then it started squirming again so she put it down. it kinda scrambled up her arm, which we decided was birdrape, then just stood their on the pavement.

I was like "are you gunna fly away or what?" and he was like *stands*

o_o;; So I picked him up again and carried him the rest of the way. We plonked him in sylbs garden behing the shed, gave him some water, and sylb found him some seeds (tho I don't think 4 really count ¦DD)

We kept cheking up on him, and went on the space hopper. I got the green one and I phaild miserably. Ruu got the yellow one and she could ballance; sylb got the red one and she was epic win bouncing all over the garden!!

We watched Cars, Lilo and Stitch, The Emperors New Grove, and The Rocky Horror Show. It was very sad at the end. Sylb didn't like it >w>;; Then Ruu nabbed youtube and we watched some WoW videos till Sylb's dad took us back. Before we left, her mom told us the bird had flew away!! ^O^<33 We're heros, I tells ya!!


Now. I must continue getting ready for the sexy manga night of sexy and awesome!! I needa get my pencils ready *giggle*<333

... ¦D Ok ok...

I've looked at postsecret... Checked out Honeysyn... And read the latest updates of Aoi House. 

No more stalling!! On to Molly's card!!!! >3<!




gahhhh... rachie's online ;3;<3


NO! Must... do... work.... >o<







....*gets distracted by dresses on ebay*

D: The last button on my PJ top has come off!! OTL.


Welp. 3 day weekend!! *sparkle*


Lesseee.... I have some shizz on mymaths to complete... aaaand a little graphics to dooooo.... which I can't do on open canvas cause it's being completely ghey =^=  No matter... I miss my traditional media anyways.

I also have to design a logo for a football team. The drama teacher at my school saw a drawing I did for Franki, and said I'm very tallented >////> It's not even that good!! But yeah. He asked if I could design a logo for a football team he's coaching or something. He changed the name to phoenix just recently, so the club's called Phoenix Junior Football Club (JFC) 2008. I have to design the logo to go on their shirts.. about the size of the logo that George and Jen have on their blazer brest pockets. And he said if it's nice enough, he'll print it on the back of the jackets too!! <33

AND The best part is, I get paid £20!!!!! I should start commisions XDDDD

Well, it' has to be handed in within the 2 weeks before I leave... which is now 1 week. So I'm gonna get some sketches done over this weekend, yaknow, ideas and the like. Do some research too. >W< *so glad I took graphics* >ww>;;


So yeah. That, and I need to nip to town sometime. I have to get a sketchbook to use as my year book.... And some ribbon for my kyou pendant. <3

I kind of slept in all last night... and a few nights before aswell. My sleeping pattern is so out of whack. I just got in, got changed, turned PC on, had tea, came back upstairs and fell asleep!! Insane. The other night I slept from 6pm till 1:30am, then got changed into my PJs, went on the PC till 3am, the listened to music toll 6am when I finaly fell back asleep again, only to be woken up at 7! >.<

Last night was a little better. I fell asleep at about... 6-7pm... then woke up sometime in the night and got changed in my PJs... but I don't remember much of what happened then cause I fell back asleep till about 9am. Managed to climb out at about 9:10am and went on the PC...

Now it's 10:12am and I want breakfast >3<;

Tummy: *groooowl*

*cough* So there's an insight into my incredible - 

joe: Incredibly boring

- sleeping pattern. Because you SOOO wanted to know. >.>;







...


I'm-a go get food. >3<

p.s. AAAARRGGG... I need new icons DDD<<<< This is annoying me now. *stomps foot*

 Some weeks, postsecret makes me smile so much...

nyarg, I really should go and take a shower -w-;; I prolly will now I've typed this... >w>; Also have a bit of physics to do... ok maby not a bit... more like a whole exam... by tomorrow... I'll BS my was through it<3




I read a really beautiful thing today.

“The production is like a piece of embroidery. On the surface, rich in detail and intricate with every stitch. But if you turn it over, you’ll see knots and fraying threads.”

From How I Paid For College by The Writer Triumphant on fanfiction.net





p.s. I need new icons!!! DDD:< Shower, physics, icons >3<;;

OMG! Me and Whacky-chan made a club to be prepared to fight zombies!!!

I got to name it. It's called:

Super Shiney Elite Crew Of Uber Rainbow Unicorns Against Zombies

Or SSECOURUAZ for short.

Our battle cry sounds something like:
SSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEECORAAAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's free for anyone to join! You just need to be prepared against zombies<33




Shiney, no??? :DDDDD

 SQUARK. Sudden thaught. I need some new icons... gotta keep with the trends!! I'll go searching once this I.T's over >3>;;


must...



resist....





temptation....

 eloh! : D

Long time no post >W>;;
Well, I've been going good since last time!! I've been on MSN 3 times in the past...4 days!!<3 It's uber aweosme, I talked to lexie, ami, rachie, dommy, and kimmo!!

Also, I went babysitting on friday! It was so awesome, I just watched Beetlejuice with Lee and Ian, then they went to bed a little after 9, so I read Pet Sematary which Rachie lent me, and drew for a bit. Then it was 11oclock, and Cheryl and husband (I forget >.>;;) came back, and I got payed £15! :DDDD *thumbsup* They paid for the taxi home, and it was all kinds of awesome.
I was gonna ask Lexie for her mobile number so I could text her whilst babysitting, but I forgot ): 

On saturday, we went to camelot! It was wicked, but I felt ill a little ways though D: It didn't matter tho, cause I still had fun! We went to the petting zoo, and there was this bitchy little goat that had a vandetta against me. Bit mah jacket, it did!! D< But it wasn't so bad, cause his name was skunk and he was KYOOT! >3<<33
It amused me cause I was uberly hyper the first half till I felt ill after going on whirlwind... >3>;; I texted Rachie through it which was funorama. The coach ride was reeeeeeeeeeeeally long, but I didn't need potty so it was A-OK! :D I unlike some people went straight before we left<3 It was worth being harassed for *laff*
There was also an epic jousting battle!! :DDD It was uber awesome, and I think I was the only one who whooped for the black knight ;e; No wonder he's so black, his mother was proberbly a drunkard, and his father proberbly violent. He just needs a little love, is all!! I might e-mail camelot on this matter. But Super Knight was epic win. He did cool trix!!! >W< And I got a photo with the black knight's friend!! *squee*

Today me, dad and george went to elsmear port on a shopping trip!! it was fuuuuun<333 I got a new bedcover, which is really nice >W> no spikey sequins this time!! I have learned my lesson... >3>;;
I also baught a nice blue top! Its all pale blue and shirty, with short sleeves and buttons. Very noice. It's a size 10, so it's quite tight fitting, but I was thinking of wearing it as an overshirt anyways. It was only £2 too, BARGIN<3
Papie got some suave new glasses, and george got an audry hepburn (sp?) poster to replace her spongebob one... I may ask for it. SBFTW!!! DDD< She also got some cute denim shorts from ethal austin, for £1 (£3 with a £2 off voucher).
And, to top it all off, we had chicken caesar salad wraps from M&S, with juice!!<3 It was yummo. Papa was being very 'Ego' with it, which amused me. >w>; haha, ratatouille refrence!! >W<

I just watched Bear Grylls! He's so wicked, like an irl indiana jones!! <333 He ate a beetle, and some grubs, and a clam, and tried to eat a crab but it was icky. He climed down this MASSIVE 80ft waterfall, and into this PITCH BLACK 50ft deep pit!!! He's so uber. <3

Now I'm doing homework... kinda... >.>;

boohissI.T....

...D<

I can't wait till summer!!! It's gonna be wicked fun. Me and Rachie are already planning things *teehee* OH! Speaking of which, Rachie's starting a band with her friend Joe as guitarist, and Joe's friend Enid as drummer!!! :DDD So totally awesomes, Rachie has a lovely voice. I'd definately buy a CD >W<<33

Joe: HA! Same name! :D ~joy~

^^*pets* yes!

Joe: ^0^

In other news, I got my wall pocket put up today by father! It's wicked, it has all my paper in it. Clears up so much floor space!! Aunty Karen gave me a whiteboard planner/corkboard thingy too, which is so sexy. I dont' need to use that scrappy piece of paper from Mr Roberts now!! And it's cool cause I can use it for any month or year etc!! *loves* AND the corkboard is shiney too!! I've stuck mine and Rachie's manga-night tickets there!!!<33333 Aunty Karen also gave me some study cards too, which are so sexy I kind of don't want to use them for revision, but to draw on instead. School would ruin them.. >3>;;;

Speeking of revision, I need to do moar... I should begin round about now. I've decided I'm going to take a revision book round with me everywhere I go, and in any soare time I get, have a read through. My weak points are science and maths... luckily I have revision guides for both of those... Also I need to read through the anthology before the exam... and LOTF... x_x;;;

Good Points before I get too stressed xDD;;

- I have no coursework left to do. Maths; all done, English Language; None, English Literature; all done, Science; None, R.S; all done, Graphics; All done exept for the evaluation, I.T; All done, Art; All done and on the wall at school!! People are saying good things; i'm rather chuffed >w>;; I wonder if there's an open night... I've proberbly missed it ;^; Never mind, I can always take photos<3

- I have no exam for I.T.

- I have done my art exam, and it went fabulously!!<3333

- R.S isn't too difficult, and I have A*'s on my coursework so I'll get at least a pass if I bomb the tests. Shouldn't do tho, cause most of the stuff's common sence. As long as I read up on it a few nights before, it's not gonna be a pain. I can waffle in some parts anyways.<333

- Graphics shouldn't be toooo bad ^-^ I can allways talk to Mr. Roberts about that too<33

see? shiney!!! Now, I'm off to finish that last bit of I.T... deadline's tomorrow Dx;;

<3

art exam today! :D<3

  :333
Feeling quite a bit better today.

Still tired, but a whole lot less grumpy.

Thaught I'd better apologize to my journal for that PMS-enduced rant the other day =o=;; All emo-ness has once again been passed for another month, I have a lovely idea for a painting for george and jen, read a funny and adorable new akuroku story which is very sweet, and nattered to rachie and tot on MSN, catching up with a few threads (or whatever it is you kids say nowadays).

Me, mother, rachie and jackie shall be going to the zoo on wednesday next week!! That'll be sexy. We also decided to go as axel and roxas for the birthday-con. ^3^ That'll be sexy and awesomes!!<333

Also, Sylvie's coming round at 1 tomorow, and we're going to make ruth's joint card!! She's bringing coloured paper, it'll be epic. Me, Sylb and Ruu are going to town on saturday for the birthday fat-day, which will also be sexy and awesomes!!<333

As for thursday and friday, me, george and jen are going to my auntys and uncles for a sleepover!! I'm rather excited, last time we climed this hill wich was soooo tiring but really fun!! I'll take my drawing book and some colour pencils to occupy myself in the house, because the weather's horrible here, let alone wales *larf*

Speeking of tiring, I'm still very sleepy, but I think that may have something to do with the fact that my inside clock is all out of whack from staying on sims last night till 2:15am, then waking up at a quater to 1. >3>;;

I feel a lot better in the motivated sense, and I can't wait to get making that card with Sylb tomorrow! S'gonna be funno.

It's no fun feeling unhappy. That's why I'm glad I have my LJ here to rant at. *snuggles LJ* Even though when I do, I end up coming out with a load of crap because I'm tired. *snortlaff* But it still feels good to go on and on and let out my anger, knowing it can just be listened to but not acted upon. Because I don't need it acted upon... I just want to say stupid stuff I don't mean, then forget about it later. Kind of like telling a pet. But I have no pet. So I have an LJ *snortlaff*

.... aww man, I want a kitty. Or a hamster!! ..Goldfish? *flails* I'll have to ask for my birthday.

Sigh. On another note, looking at pictures on dA is so calming and inspiring.... makes me want to learn how to use paints properly tho. Maybe watercolour, that'd be nice. :3 I'll have to practice on those paintings for G+J. ^0^ I hope they like them... I was thinking of doing them as birthday presents...


....speaking of which, mother asked me to do elizabeth's card. *eyetwitch* Why does it have to be HSM... Why? D:< Hairspray, fine, thats all the sexy-awesome and funny bits of grease remade. But HSM is the annoying, preppy, steriotypical american highschoolers parts. *lesigh*

...I'll.... do it tomorrow. >.>;


*yawns* mrawwrrr....I wanna watch horton hears a who again!! That was fab-o!! Gotta get it on DVD when it comes out >W< <3333

As for now... maybe... sims? :3 *cackle*

Tho not till 2:15am >.>; *sheepish* Don't think I'd hold out that long without collapsing anyways *gigglesnort*

Over and out till next time, then! *blows kissums to LJ*<3333 >3<

GAH I've been ill all week. It started out with a cold, which developed into a throat infection. Mother thaught it might have been tonsillitus, but luckily it wasn't that drastic.

I spent the week watching disney movies, which ment I didn't get any art done, but that's what today is for!! I made 3 box nets on card, cut them out, made 6 collages, printed them, then stuck them on. They look wicked! At first we were worrying it wouldn't print right, because it leaves a border >.< But dad came up with the fabulous idea to dip the edges in glue, then glitter!! :DD it'll make it shiney and pretty and covers up the white borders<333

I had fun doing that with dad today >w><33

I also have maths, but Mr Cadman wants us to do it in our books which means I have to hand it in DDDD:< Mine is an absalute STATE cause I doodle and scrawl my work >3>;;

uh ooooh... 

Oh and Rachie called earlier today! I love her, she didn't quiz me on where I'd been all week, just went on like we'd only talked yesterday <333 made me feel less guilty. Me, her, mother and Jackie are going to go to the zoo sometime in the second week of the holidays!! I'm quite excited, I'm ganna take billions of pictures!! >WW<

Rachie also mentioned AkuRoku updates!! I'm happy, haven't read them yet, but I haven't been online in a week so it'll be fun to read through and see updates TTwTT<333 Not so much with dA, I looked and I have about 80 deviations, 33 messages, mostly journals, and a note thats from lauren. I'll have to trawl through them after tea -____-;;

I feel sad that I haven't talked to lexie, kim, or any of the fanicans in over a week... the fanicans it feels in over a fortnight... I miss my Ami!! And my Eli!! And the crazy multi-convo's we'd have... It's upsetting. I don't even know what's going on in their life at the moment... I miss them so much. I can't wait till the holidays where I'll have loads of time to talk to them ;o;<33

Also, I just looked on dA, and emperpep updated a drawing using caren d ache colours, which makes me want the 120 colours set. I'll have to ask for my birthday >W><333

oop! Tea time!! <33

omfgggggg perfect match!! *SOB* OMG I'm crying TTOTT SO FREEKING SAD. Olord. I don't know how the author does it, but each time she writes, she pulls the exact emotions from me... happy sceens I'm beaming, sad sceens I'm bawling, fangirly moments and I'm squealing along. She's fabulous. But oh lord. I hope Axel forvives Roxie. I HOPE WITH ALL MY BEING.

Awww man, I have no idea what to do for my art... >.<;

I'd love to do the whole: different parts of my personality told through storys of other people, but I'm begining to think thats something I should do in my spare time. It's not really school worthy....

So I'm now leaning towards Sylvie's suggestion of doing a self portrait, but instead of present day, a self portrait of when I was younger! She's so full of wicked ideas <3333

Pity I can't come up with something like that myself. I'm not so good at thinking of things that would fit in with the school's regimented way of doing things. 

I'll have to ring her, ask if I can use it<3


Also, I keep picking this annoying scab on the bridge of my nose, and it's making me feel drowsy. I think it might be a temple. I'll have to stop. >.>; 

Well! Yesterday was thrilling, I did nothing but surf up on the Anonmous VS scientologists war (Anon FTW!), and watch V for Vandetta. I like that film, it gives me a sence of rightousness >w>;;

Today I heared one of my friends had made up a fake boy for another friend, and they'ed said he'd invited her to town. I mean, god, what a horrible thing to do! OK, so the girl they're pranking isn't the nices person on the plannet; she can be really annoying, tells a lot of lies and can say some pretty mean things for no reason. But that really doesn't deserve a punishment like that! Especialy since the girl was off a lot, making up random excuses and lies. She must be feeling pertty low to have to cover up the truth all the time, and then for people she classes as friends to do this? So unfair. I had words, it's stopping now thank god. But I just don't get the point in doing something so cruel like that! Someone please tell me? What kind of kick can you get from raising someones hopes just to beat them to the ground?

Joe: There's some really shitty people in this world. You just gotta watch your guard that you don't turn out to be one - that's proberbly worse than what they'd actualy do to you.

Yeah, I'd hate to be someone like that >.<

Also, Rachie's RESIDENT EVIL: EXTINCTION arrived today!! Quite fabulous, I asked to go and leach, but it's her father's birthday (HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN :D). So I MIGHT be able to go round tomorrow, but mum's being a bit aquard. She says I can't go because she's going out, and it's too much hassle. I first asked if I could go at six then come back at 8, but mum said no. I said I'd walk, she said no, it's too late coming back. So I said how about I go earlier at about 4:30, then Rachie walks back with me with the dog. Mum then gets all stressy and says no no just do it another day. I know it's cause she doesn't want to have to fuss over making dinner too early or late to accomodate me going over, or have to put it under a heat-dome, and me walking back. But I'm 16! I'm a big girl, I can look after myself, I can heat up my own food. I may act childish, but that doesn't mean I can't be serious when it matters. It doesn't seem fair that just because she's going out with her friend, I have to stay in too when I have better things to do! With my friends! I'll have to ask father about it. He should fight in my corner, I hope >.<

 We did self defence in PE today!! It's fun-o, I liked the wrist grab. But I couldn't stop grinning because when we all moved forwards and yelled KIYAII, it was just like something off mulan XDDDD<333

I'm starving hungry TT~TT Want my teeeeeeeeea....

OH AND IN GRAPHICS!! DDDD:< Sir was in a right mard. And he was all annoyed that noone had done their research. I didn't, but I forgot! I had so much other crap to do, I completely forgot about graphics >.<;;

I'll have to do it now. *____* GOD HELP MEEEEEEEEEE

I absalutely detest when people nag me! I mean, I don't know what to say! I just feel really annoyed at them, and feel like telling them SHUTUP OK I GET THE PICTURE!! But I can't cause there'd just be a shouting match -_____-;;

and god I hate IT. HATEHATEHATEIT.

*sigh*

IT'S SUCKING UP MY LIIIIIIIIIIIIIFE AGRHHHHHMDYFYI ghaaauhlDFIO; SFIO.

*deep breaths*

>.< I just want to read LJ's, read snakehead, read school rumble 6, draw, talk to my friends, HAVE A LIFE. BUT NO. Crappy IT. I wish to all the higher entitys up there that I hadn't taken it. x___x Only perk is we don't have to do a test.

...aaand it's over. TToTT thank GOD.

I find it easier to just watch from a distance. Not get myself involved at all unless asked. I don't even break inside much anymore. It's like I'm watching a TV program, you feel a little sorry for the characters, but you're not too bothered by it. I prefer it that way, just switch myself off so I don't get hurt.

I started my review just now... GAHHHH I hate writing this things!! >.< They're so tedius. But I've finished the whole project aside from feedback and the level 1 song... which George is going to do when we go back to hell.

We're going to see a film later! Juno, it looks good. Though I don't think Jen's going, she wants to see it with Ray. Spoilsport...

...I'm bored. Which means I'm hungary >3>;

*goes and scrounges*

AHH Got so much IT done today.

RACHIE'S COMING TOMORROOOOOW!!! ^0^<3333
I'm so EXCITED!! >W< We're gonna watch Resident Evil Movies, and make things from clay, and maybe go to the zoo but that depends on when mum gets back from the hospital with nana flo :0 We might go to town instead :3

Gowd, I'm glad I got so much IT done. Thats a load off. I watched some DNAngel before too!! :DDDD OMG ILU DAAAAARK!!! *swoooon*

I lubs him... he is SO HAWT MY LORD. *0* *drool*

I'll prolly write my review now while on MSN... or maybe not... maybe I'll just do some drawing... <333

*siiiiiiiiiigh*

I really don't wanna do homework... It's a holiday! I'm supposed to be relaxing! I just want to slob about and daydream, mebbe draw some. But for some reason, I don't feel like drawing anything... Or finishing anything at least.

But I have Ruth's to go to tomorrow, and Rachie to go to the zoo with. It sounds like I don't wanna go, but I do! I'm just... tired. All the time. I don't want to go back to school; everytime I think about it I get a horrible churning in my stomach, cause I just want hollidays to last forever. But the day goes so quickly cause I get up so late... I should get up earlier.

I have a little art to do... GODDAMNIT I AM SO SICK OF DRAWING FLOWERS!! *screams* They're STUPID HORRIBLE TIME SUCKING POINTLESS THINGS WITH NO MEANING. My drawings that is. Not flowers themselves, they're pretty. It's just so boring drawing something for the sake of drawing it, without any meaning or fun to it. Dear lord I hope 6th form isn't like this.

I have loads of OK not loads per say... Just tedius stuff x_x GOWD I HATE IT TOO. But at least it's almost done.

I wanna read through Kiki-sama's journal again. Reading it allways restores my faith that you don't need a male to be happy, and allways makes me appriciate my friends more. I want to be like Kiki cause she's such a good friend, I wish I could be like her to my friends... She's influenced my life in such a huge way. The way I treat my friends, the way I see other people, the way I see life in general, my art style, my story writing, my reading. She introduced me to one of the most life changing storys I've ever read: Fruits Basket. It's so beautiful, and I thank Kiki so much for giving me such an important piece of my life. Then there's her manga, Pienemien's Ray. I love watching it develop, I feel a part of it. I'd give anything for my picture there in her manga.... THATS MY NEW GOAL. God that would be incredible. But I love waching her style develop, I hope that one day I can improve as much as her, write such a lovely story with such indepth characters. I love seeing her style against some others, showing me that manga style can have emotions, not just massive eyes and dots for noses, with faces that makes everyone look the same but with different hair. I hate that. But Kiki gives me hope.

I hope I never forget that.

Yep! Goin' ta Sylb's hawz today!!

I have to give her a call actualy... We were thinking of going to the zoo, but I has no munnys :<

I'll just go check.

I have £3.85. ._.;; That won't get me into the zoo, even with half price off. Plus I need to save for when I go with Rachie... I'll have to go do some cleaning at grandads to get the munny *sigh* Maybe I can ask for odd jobs to do for people too, cause the zoo is a little over a tenner, and I only get a fiver from cleaning grandads. I'll ask the parents for work xDD

On a side not, Kitty's not having a very good time at home at all. I don't know what happened exactly, but it must have been pretty bad to bust up her dad like that. I feel really sorry for her, but I'm not really sure what to say. I've never been in a situation like that myself, and most people have allready said anything I would have said, I'd just be repeating. I'll talk to the other fanicans for advice when they come online... It's very upsetting.

But I can't let it get me down for Sylvies!! >.< I have to learn not to worry as much *slaps head*